Thursday, 6 April 2017

The Mistake

Mistakes are a proof that I am still trying,
Let's leave behind the truth and the lying.
My heart is pure and has always been,
Even after all the shambles I have seen.
7 billion people yet I stand next to you,
Colossal love, but only for a few.
Remember the time your words sting me,
Your actions hurt, chose her over me.
Still I was smiling, still leaning on you,
Even though my tears were thicker than the dew.
Chance after chance, you asked for more,
And I gave it all, with my wounds still sore.
One day my soul stopped and took a breath,
Said to me, run away from this wreath.
I scampered away, fast and scared,
Didn't realize, with you I was snared.
Now here I am, the same little bird,
With nothing else in hands, other than some words.
It's the pain you give that I need the most,
Like an indigent passenger feeding off the host.
Give me a chance, to prove I'm the one,
All the battles of life, with me you have won.
Let's go back to the times so pristine,
The time that was ours, with the slates all clean.
Mistakes are a proof that I am still trying,
Let's leave behind the truth and the lying.
Give me a chance, you take two,
I know I am guilty, but I am a human too!

Saturday, 28 January 2017

Audience Of My Life

Life is a theatre - invite your audience carefully! Not everyone is spiritually healthy or mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimise your time with draining negative, incomplete, not going anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships!

Observe the people around you. Pay attention to which ones lift and which ones lean. Which ones encourage and which ones discourage. Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or worse?

When you seek growth, peace of mind, LOVE and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in  the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your life. You cannot change the people around you, but you can change the people you are around!

Believe in yourself and believe in your work. Make your life an example for at least one person to see and follow. Hard work is the only path to success. Hard work comes from heart. Heart is healthy when your surrounding is healthy. Keep the greens and remove the carbs.

Chose wisely the audience of your life!

Monday, 14 November 2016

Once Upon A Time . . .

Do you remember the time,
when the world was only as big as your own personal stage.

When emotions were heightened and words could form daggers

each one making their mark.

When life was simple.

No responsibilities, no bills, no obligations.
It was just you, and your world packaged by friends and family.

When learning happened naturally. But days were much longer.

Minutes lasted for hours and sunny days never ended.

When your identity was a fight,
With a mix of emotions you never understood.

It was a time we will always remember.

A time we wished we did more and better.

It was a time, when we were invisible.

Yet, life is much more complicated than I once thought

Here now, looking back at then

I smile at the choice I made, the mistakes I suffered through, the happiness I celebrated and the pain I overcame.

Do you remember the time,
When love was all we had and candy was a full course meal.



Monday, 28 December 2015

Shortest second of my life !

The curtains flew the image of bright yellow and orange over the small opening of the window.

The smell of the roasted coffee beans engulfed the whole cafeteria.

I could have saved the muffin from burning had u not walked in, in the white shirt holding itself amidst the wrinkles, and the beige pants that could camouflage my skin.

Your black hair interlocked with the golden strands were dancing like a shooting star in the wind.

You spot me too, at least for a sight.

That was the shortest second of my life!



Friday, 2 October 2015

MY BEST FRIEND

Best Friend - A sensible word among the young, an archaic but elated word for the old and an important one for the present.

It is an interesting kind of love. There’s no contract legally binding you two together, there’s no unspoken rule about loving each other unconditionally, and there’s no real commitment to the opposite person other than what you are willing to put in to the relationship. Being BEST FRIENDS is something different from the regular friendship we have with numerous people. It is a level of friendship where words are no longer needed, you can just look at them in a certain way and they know EXACTLY what you’re talking about.

A Best Friend is someone you not only have a good time with, but someone whom you can trust your life with. She/he is the first person you call when the most amazing things happen in your life, and when also when the most horrific ones happen. Some people lose the only true best friend they will ever have, and even when they get new "friends", that old but real friend is always on their mind. A Best Friend is almost like real family, a Best Friend gives the opinion you usually care most about. A Best Friend is the one who tells you the things you absolutely need to hear regardless of whether you want to hear it or not. A Best Friend is the person you usually can be around always and have no regrets about it. A Best Friend is someone you don't envy, and is the person you are grateful to have as a friend. A Best Friend is the one who will forgive you always, even when you've screwed up so bad. Because they are the person you've confided the most in and they are the person who knows you the best, even when you both have changed. 

Many people, not all, go through different best friend phases throughout life. However, usually a person only has one real, true best friend in all that time. For me, my Best Friend has always been one, my Diary! Be it my happy, fun-filled day thoughts or my gloomy, dreadful nights, my baby had always been with me. She knows all my lies and all my love, my deep dark secrets and everything that defines me. I am not a poker face person, but there are few incidences that portray a different chapter in my diary than in reality.

They say that when in doubt, tell the truth. That’s what my diary has been doing to me all these years. A simple flip through pages make me realise such a wonderful person I am and I have no reason to doubt myself. Another glaze at one of the stories bring me right back crashing to earth when I am flying high. The turning of pages make me ponder over things I never had time for, they give me the strength to fight my fears and they also guide me in my mistakes. I know for sure, that no other soul on this planet could have understood me the way my diary does.

So today, I would like to thank my Best Friend for being there with me, through thick and thins when the world I knew was just falling apart!

Thank you for being completely honest with me, even when I don’t want to know it!
Thank you for not judging me.
Thank you for believing in me and encouraging me when I stray.
Thank you for forgiving me and being patient with me.
Thank you for being trustworthy by keeping those dance party secrets, cab ride crushes and heart-to-hearts!
At last, thank you for being YOU, which is nothing, but me and myself at my best!